Every Morning

Hey!!This is the first time I'm blogging so please forgive any mistakes!

To start out lets see what we think early in the morning. When i wake up i always wish it was my last because....well to be honest....i got bored of me! I want to see how it will be to die. Will it be like how people say...u know...the white light and a stairway to heaven with angels coming down and all that crap! well I'm an atheist to be exact so i don't know where ill be! But in reality i want to be a spirit...floating across space and time and watching form the heavens friends and foes living a wretched existence! Following rules, daily struggles from within and from others and all those things! The best portion will be to see who will really miss your existence! it will really make you understand whether any one really cares for you or any one cherish's the time he/she spent with you. Well from my point of view...i will be missed by parents (of course!!!) and maybe my computer!!eheh!! Otherwise i think everyone else will go on with their lives! In a weird way it gives me peace of mind that no one gets hurt even if i am gone!!

But for now.....i have to live life until i have the balls to either take my life or i die of natural causes or because of some freak accident! So until something good like that happens.....i will keep blogging and leave a comment either saying "Dude u seriously need help" or "i truly agree with u bro" or what ever comes into your minds!

Cheers

"Life is just like a teardrop.....if it from someone you love it is dear to you....otherwise you just wipe it off!!"-----Beast!